That Pink Shirt

nrimahesh (05:05:44 AM): u still awake?
nrimahesh (05:07:25 AM): aise baat karne ka man kar raha tha
nrimahesh (05:07:45 AM): hope this offline message will fade away as my other messages go...
nrimahesh (05:08:23 AM): i just hope... that it wont catch your eyes,... or if it does.... you just hit the ESC
nrimahesh (05:08:50 AM): i called tonight... use nahi.. mera ek friend hai... he know everything, almost everything
nrimahesh (05:08:59 AM): uska bday kal nahi tha....
nrimahesh (05:09:04 AM): 27th ko hai
nrimahesh (05:09:15 AM): i dont know if i will wish her or not
nrimahesh (05:09:38 AM): my friend, he gave me the no, but i dont know if i will ever call...
nrimahesh (05:10:18 AM): aaj jo shirt pahanake aayi thi.... it was so similar to the one i gave.........
nrimahesh (05:10:48 AM): i dont know if its too much to ask for, and i personaly feel that i should not ask
nrimahesh (05:11:22 AM): but please try to avoid ME if you are in that shirt...
nrimahesh (05:11:55 AM): i know you will never avoid me again [you did it once, but it was ok]
nrimahesh (05:12:08 AM): but please, do use the shirt, it looks good on you
nrimahesh (05:13:19 AM): ha[sarcastic] pink is my fav... mummy ki sari sadiyaa jinhe kharidate waqt mein bhi tha are all pink
nrimahesh (05:13:31 AM): and i chose the same colour for her...
nrimahesh (05:13:49 AM): i still remember that rainy day
nrimahesh (05:14:04 AM): aaah... i told you that one already...
nrimahesh (05:14:26 AM): so no point in going through pains of remembering it again...
nrimahesh (05:16:10 AM): again and again, when i keep trying to forget ...
nrimahesh (05:16:26 AM): why do i even remember ?
nrimahesh (05:16:32 AM): i dont know...
nrimahesh (05:16:47 AM): she still talks about me to him, my friend
nrimahesh (05:17:21 AM): and once in a while when i call him, he tells me that, whether i ask or not...
nrimahesh (05:17:35 AM): maybe i call him when i remember all the things about Nagpur
nrimahesh (05:17:59 AM): all the things... Nagpur... things which i always tried to bury deep into my heart
nrimahesh (05:18:28 AM): things that i told no one, not even to him/her... not even to few of my best of best friends
nrimahesh (05:18:46 AM): i feel like drinking...
nrimahesh (05:18:51 AM): and i know i am not going to
nrimahesh (05:18:57 AM): i wont
nrimahesh (05:19:05 AM): i wont remember her again
nrimahesh (05:19:39 AM): i am going to forget that Pink is my fav, i did it once, i can do it again
nrimahesh (05:19:48 AM): i am going to forget Nagpur
nrimahesh (05:20:03 AM): and still i will go to that place to meet all my old friends...
nrimahesh (05:20:19 AM): maybe she will ask about me to him,
nrimahesh (05:20:40 AM): maybe she will ask him if he can somehow manage
nrimahesh (05:20:48 AM): so that she can see me
nrimahesh (05:21:35 AM): that old pic of mine... maybe she still have it,... like ...
nrimahesh (05:21:41 AM): like i have her sound
nrimahesh (05:22:10 AM): which keeps ringing when the wind blows through the window
nrimahesh (05:22:44 AM): i can keep that thing openly in my house...
nrimahesh (05:23:05 AM): and she has to hide the single most thing that i gave her... my i-card size pic
nrimahesh (05:23:13 AM): ha
nrimahesh (05:23:42 AM): funny... i still keep that thing with me wherever i go
nrimahesh (05:25:09 AM): more funny is that i like the sweet sound of that wind chime
nrimahesh (05:26:23 AM): still funny is that it doesnt remind me of her,
nrimahesh (05:26:42 AM): but she still remembers me
nrimahesh (05:26:59 AM): perhaps its bcoz of my small pic...
nrimahesh (05:27:11 AM): i should have send her something else
nrimahesh (05:27:20 AM): maybe the greeting card was enough
nrimahesh (05:27:44 AM): well... my friend says that greeting card was the culprit,...
nrimahesh (05:27:53 AM): but i still disagree
nrimahesh (05:57:59 AM): sochate sochate kitna time nikal gaya...
nrimahesh (05:58:18 AM): i better do some work now...
nrimahesh (05:58:44 AM): nind toh aayegi nahi... *laughs* [sarcastic, obvi]

My first blank paper

I never thought that some day I will write a blank paper.
Yes, I wrote a blank paper.
It's very difficult, hard and painful to write such a answer paper
I mean, how can you WRITE blank paper?
It doesnt take any courage to do so
nor any intellect is required
all you need is a strong heart
strong enough to go through such time
strong enough to smile while discussing the paper afterwords with your friends
strong enough to realize that what you did was a big blody mistake.It
takes courage to accept the defeat.
for the first time in my life
i am going to get zero
and i am composing myself for it
i have already failed once in an exam
they call it JEE. My other mind still supports me by pointing out that
i was not technicaly failed. It was just bad performance than others
All these days, i had this myth which helped me to stay calm and
compose all the time
but now time has come. I should realize AND ACCEPT the truth. the
truth that I ONCE FAILED IN AN EXAM. And i should prepare myself for
another, I GOT ZERO IN ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SUBJECT

I WISH SUNLIGHT TO BE RED...
--
31st march 2006. 10.00am after giving my ph102 second quiz

~$udhi

"Life is hard. After all, it kills you."

sameer hill and charoli

been to sameer hill for the first time
that too in the night
5am of something like that
saw sunrise
it was one of my best friday nights in IIT
and i wrote something today
its in marathi
we call it charoli
4 liners

आपल्यावर कोणी मरत नाही म्हणून कुठवर झुरायच??
आपल्यावर कोणी मरत नाही म्हणून कुठवर झुरायच??

मी तर आता ठरवलय
पिहल प्रेम बायकोवरच करायच!!

--सुदर्शन

new road, old advice

been to pune yesterday
didnt sleep last night so i was sleeping whenever i got my chance
even inside the shopping mall in pune
where me and my friends bought nothing,
thanks to my sleepy nature :D
now it feels gr8
been missing some1
and i found out what i was missing
i missed my old friends
had long chat with them in Caffe Coffee Day
so much fun!!

while coming back i found a new way to come from Pune to Powai
all you have to do is
ask the driver to stop on highway after the Powai flyover
and take an autorikhaw from there
just 2-3km
it was 1am
total darkness
was wondering if i could get an autorikshaw
lucky me!!
got one within 5 mins
had no luggage with me
so i asked the driver to stop at IIT Main gate
i just love walking inside our campus
while i was walking on footpath along playground
i remembered what my father once told me

"never walk on a footpath in the night in Mumbai, or Konkan area
you never know what will come through the dark bushes"

and i started walking on the main road
...

sometimes, you just have to accept what elders say
you are not in situation where you can debate on their advice
after all, experience matters

and believe me, i felt more secure while walking on the main road instead of footpath
sounds absurd ... but you just cant question it

you simply have to admire and respect their experience and their judgements




~$udhi

work work and no time to sleep

got work to do now
its 5:21am and obviously m not going to sleep
isnt it strange...
for years we make a point to sleep early and get up early
thats when we are young
in teenage
we sleep late night... at this stage late night is defined as 1am
and after coming to hostel
we forget all our natural habbits
we become owl
sleep in daytime and work in the night
...


...


~$udhi

Missing something

Missing You ...
even when I have everything that I need,
I still miss you !!!

blogthings - my color should be...

this blogthings site is really cool and making me write my blog
now i have my class in 10 mins
but still i will publish this one

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

OkCupid Test

The Slow Dancer Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDm) Steady, reliable, and cradling her tenderly. Take a deep breath, and let it out real easy...you are The Slow Dancer. Your focus is love, not sex, and for your age, you have average experience. But you're a great, thoughtful guy, and your love life improves every year. There's also a powerful elimination process working in your favor: most Playboy types get stuck raising unwanted kids before you even begin settling down. The women left over will be hot and yours. Your ideal woman is someone intimate, intelligent, and very supportive. Your exact opposite: The Hornivore Random Brutal Sex Master While you're not exactly the life of the party, you do thrive in small groups of smart people. Your circle of friends is extra tight and it's HIGHLY likely they're just like you. You appreciate symmetry in relationships. ALWAYS AVOID: The Battleaxe CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor or The Sonnet Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating. My profile name: sudhi

1=5 Life is Simple

Midsems are over
Huurrraahhh!!!!
Last night just after finishing my CS [computer science] practical exam
I went to movie with my friends from DareDevil's wing
[or rather it was already decided that i will go with them!]
it usually happens that I stay less in my wing [Zoro's] and enjoy my time there [DD]
so last night we were around 15 odd people
going through streets of Mumbai singing loudly
laughing on each others jokes
we went to IMAX Multiplex at Wadala
this place is really cool
it has world's Biggest Dome theater [or screen whatever they call it]
and we watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory movie in that HUGE dome theater
well,.... movie was FART and really boring to many of us
but we enjoyed the AC and cool crowd

with friends i enjoy and don't think too much
so whats this got to do with title 1=5 Life is Simple??
friends are not just for timepass
they not only make you happy, make you forget other things
they can make you THINK!!!


Shantanu is good friend of mine
he is in Hostel 2
[but Hostel3 Rocks!!!]
and we spend hours talking on numerous topics mostly non academic and non gossiping topics
and HE IS GOD, [meaning he is too good]
Day before yesterday we were talking on some arbit [arbitrary, anything random] topic
he suddenly asked me for a pen
i gave the one i usually carry in my pocket
and he wrote something on his hand
it was like this

1=5
what is this? is he mad??
2=25
nop looks like something more is coming
3=125
hmmm now there is one link 5, 25=5x5, 125= 5x5x5
4=625
Hahaha he is just writing powers of 5 so whats the big deal?
5=.....

he stopped
and asked me what should be written there
my maths is not that bad
i said its obvious 55 i.e. 5x5x5x5x5
no. tell me the answer YOU would WRITE there
i thought after seconds of calculations 3125
but as soon as i started saying THREE THOUSAND....
he simply wrote
5=1
what the hell??!! what is writing??!!
he looked at me and then pointed at the first equation he wrote
1=5
so when you come across 5 again
why bother finding some complex solution?
just write 5=1


LIFE IS SIMPLE. BUT WE MAKE IT COMPLICATED BY FINDING COMPLEX SOLUTIONS RATHER THAN USING SOME SIMPLE ONES
IT DOESN'T MATTER WHICH ONE IS MORE CORRECT
YOU HAVE TO APPLY ANY SOLUTION IN THE GIVEN TIME WITH EASE
LIFE IS NOT ALWAYS ABOUT RIGHT OR WRONG
ITS SIMPLER THAN THAT
BUT WE MAKE IT COMPLEX

Oh Man! HE REALLY IS GOD!!!

Colorquiz.com Personality test

This blog is inspired from my friends friend Vikash's journal entry


Free personality analysis from ColorQuiz.com.
Generated on Wed Sep 21 12:31:29 2005.

Your Existing Situation

Active, but feels that insufficient progress or reward is being made for the effort exerted.

Your Stress Sources

Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which he feels separates himself from others. Anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the fullest. He therefore resents any restriction or limitation being imposed on him and insists on being free and unhampered.

Your Restrained Characteristics

Remains emotionally unattached even when involved in a close relationship.

Feels that he cannot do much about his existing problems and difficulties and that he must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity.

Your Desired Objective

Wants interesting and exciting things to happen. Able to make himself well-liked by his obvious interest and by the very openness of his charm. Over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming.

Your Actual Problem

Seeks to avoid criticism and to prevent restriction of his freedom to act, and to decide for himself by the exercise of great personal charm in his dealings with others.

Your Actual Problem #2

Has a fear that he might be prevented from achieving the things he wants. This leads him to employ great personal charm in his dealings with others, hoping that this will make it easier for him to reach his objectives.

This is almost 90% correct
and its really great to know about yourself in this way
but dont take it seriously
people change
they change within seconds

Matki Phod !?

Let me tell you more about my pervious post
And explain it briefly.

I guess there is no need to explain about Wing Treat
Hiranandani is residential cum shopping area near our college.
And its very famous for its structures which looks like old Greek buildings.

Naturals Icecream : "Naturals" is an ice cream company very famous for its taste that is consistant with companies name Naturals. And its really hard to find outlet of naturals.

Matki Phod :
This is one of our traditional festival to celebrate birthday of Lord Krishna.
Lord Krishna is famous for being naughty.
As a child he used to take Curd placed somewhere at hight.
So we also do something like that to celebrate his birthday.
We take a pot and add some curd to it



Then we tie it with rope and [not in picture] and hang it to height
[It was hung from 2nd floor so you can imagine the height]





Thats how we look before going to the Footer Ground.
[The ground between two hostel wings where we play smaller version of football called FOOTER in which each team has six players including goalkeeper]




Then we throw water on footer ground to create mud so that if we fall we dont get hurt too much.
[And everyone loves to play in mud if there is no Mom to scold you !
No need to worry about dirty clothes we have washing machines in our Hostel
Hostel 3 is the best among 13 hostel
H3 Rocks!!!]



Now we remove our clothes
;)
Not all but just Shirts


And now comes the best part
We make human tower



And try to reach the MATKI [the Pot with Curd]
You can see splash of water in the bottom left corner
Other people throw tremendous amount of water the GOPALs [person making human tower]




And sometimes the force of water is so strong [they throw it from 3rd floor]
We fall





but after trying we get the Matki



And then everyone is too happy to say anything




The AMPLIFIED and other electronics part is purely Academic.
But whatever it is I dont know any other Institutes conducting such types of workshop.
[Student manage the whole event rite from componants to managing place and electricity]

I better not say much about my quiz because I have my Physics Quiz tommorow!!!
LOL!!!

So bye for now
And wait for 2-3 days and I will tell you more about Salsa Workshop and Face Painting Competetion
And yes for that I need some help
I dont have much space on net to upload pics
I cannt use Hello as Hello doesnt support proxy servers
and village photo that I am using is already saying that I am using all of my free space
Suggest me any other option

Thanks
bye
-Sudhi
;)

[PS: I am nowhere in those pics but I was team leader instructing how to form Human Tower and how to get the Matki]

Life at IITB

On August 27th I sent an email to my friend describing life here in IITB
This is part of it.
...
Its usual fun here !
We had wing treat tonight [i.e. two persons gave all wing mates treat!]
We went to HiraNandani [HN] you might have heard about it.
[ Gumshuda from Chalte Chalte, What is mobile no. and many more songs scenes were taken in HN] , We ate "Naturals" ice cream.
They taste like Heaven !

Last night we had MATKI FOD [or in marathi DAHI HANDI] in our hostel.
According to the great Hostel 3 tradition we, freshers, were supposed to, and we did, MATKI FOD.
It was great fun man! forming circles and then other light weight people standing on them.
As usual I was co-ordinating the GOPALs, instructing them how to stand, how to climb.
I learned a lot from it, improved my leadership skills.

Today in morning I attended a competition AMPLIFIED.
As the name suggests it was On The Spot[OTS] circuit designing and making.
Topic was OP AMP of which I didnt know anything but just one fact.
Some 2 weeks ago I attended ELECTRIFIED Workshop where we were taught basics of Electronics
There I learned OP AMP as COMPARATOR, and today's problem was to construct SQUARE WAVE from single 15 V DC supply using 741 and other usual things like resistors and capasitors.
It was great experience, and I learned a lot of Electronics from it.
We [group of two, my room mate Zubin Mehta and myself] managed to come 5th [winners were first three who received MICRO CONTROLLER Kits]

We have Quiz almost every week [usually on Wednesday]
This week it is Physics.
Last week it was Maths.
Aand last to last was Chemistry.
My Grades [we have grade system here not Mark Distribution system] are not yet declared.
But I hope to get decent grade.[hopefully Average +]
I am learning a lot about Quanto [Quantum Physics/Chemistry/Mechanics everything related to Quantum]
Rite now I am reading "Surely You Are Joking Mr. Feynman!" book which is about the great scientist Richard Feynman and covers his analysis of Quanto [not totally scientific but concepts] and his life.
Its a must read book.
You can skip the Quanto part and discover a lot about Feynman, truly a Magician

"There are two types of genius. Ordinary geniuses do great things, but they leave you room to believe that you could do the same if only you worked hard enough. Then there are magicians, and you can have no idea how they do it. Feynman was a Magician"
- Hans Beth, Theoretical physicist and Nobel laureate

So keep in touch my dear friend,
-Sudarshan
[aka Sudhi]
:)

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