Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Wonderful Pic

I am a regular reader of this photoblog, and I liked this pic

~$udhi :)

Things Happening Around Me

I was chatting with my old friend last evening
he asked whats new/old happening with me
and i got my chance to burst out
i realised how quite and calm i was during endsems
so i kept hitting the keys on keyboard, not giving him a single chance to express what he feels
here's the chatlog, just wanted to burst out again :)

003: Aur kuch khaas hone waala hai kya?
sudarshanwadkar: khas? as in??
003: Are matlab fest-west???
sudarshanwadkar: pata nahi re,..
sudarshanwadkar: abhi toh Ma mein farra laga hai
sudarshanwadkar: use clear karna hai summer mein
sudarshanwadkar: toh yahi ruka hoon
sudarshanwadkar: ghar pe sab badhiya hai
sudarshanwadkar: tum june mein mama banoge
sudarshanwadkar: :D
003: Are waah
sudarshanwadkar: muze china youth delegation jane ka mouka mila tha
sudarshanwadkar: but maine form nahi bhara
sudarshanwadkar: reason
sudarshanwadkar: mere pass photu nahi thi
sudarshanwadkar: aur kya
sudarshanwadkar: iitians ne ek movie banayi thi suicides in iit pe
sudarshanwadkar: deja vu naam tha
sudarshanwadkar: usme maine last summer acting ki thi
sudarshanwadkar: uska iit mein premiere hua
sudarshanwadkar: bahut log aaye the dekhane
sudarshanwadkar: achhe se appreciate kiya
sudarshanwadkar: aur editing karke, thoda voice re-record karenge
sudarshanwadkar: then they'll take it to diff colleges
sudarshanwadkar: aur kya
sudarshanwadkar: summer mein maths clear karte karte
sudarshanwadkar: dept mein kaam karne ki soch raha hoon
sudarshanwadkar: banglore jane ka plan tha
sudarshanwadkar: but then ditched it
sudarshanwadkar: maths clear karna important hai
sudarshanwadkar: ghar bhi nahi gaya
sudarshanwadkar: jane wala hoon
sudarshanwadkar: but pata nahi kab
sudarshanwadkar: dekhate hai
sudarshanwadkar: naya ipod liya
sudarshanwadkar: 80gb
sudarshanwadkar: 17k types
sudarshanwadkar: aur usme abhi 1gb bhi gane nahi dale
sudarshanwadkar: reason
sudarshanwadkar: muze selected songs sunane hai
sudarshanwadkar: aur kya...
sudarshanwadkar: usme 10 gb pics dali hai
sudarshanwadkar: jo maine kabhi dekhta nahi
sudarshanwadkar: reason
sudarshanwadkar: battery jada consume hoti hai
sudarshanwadkar: what else then,...
sudarshanwadkar: ummmm..
sudarshanwadkar: too many things going on
sudarshanwadkar: seniors pass out hone wale hai
sudarshanwadkar: ek ek karke jayenge
sudarshanwadkar: toh bura lag raha hai
sudarshanwadkar: aur ... ummm
sudarshanwadkar: haan
sudarshanwadkar: swimming ke liye kal form bharna hai
sudarshanwadkar: parso se swimming bhi karni hai
sudarshanwadkar: achha lagta hai pani main
sudarshanwadkar: upar se yaha ki garmi
sudarshanwadkar: offo
sudarshanwadkar: socha tha tennis khelunga
sudarshanwadkar: but then... pasina itna aata hai bina kuch haath pair hilaye
sudarshanwadkar: toh tennis khelke pasine se nahane ka koi irada nahi hai
sudarshanwadkar: aur kya...
sudarshanwadkar: comp abhi tak thik nahi karwaya
sudarshanwadkar: nahi naya kharida
sudarshanwadkar: nahi kharidne ka abhi man hai
sudarshanwadkar: ghar pe lappy ke liye 50-60k mangane ki aukat nahi hai meri
sudarshanwadkar: toh kya bolu?
sudarshanwadkar: yehi bolta hoon ki abhi toh jarurat nahi hai comp ki
sudarshanwadkar: wingies ke comp pe baithake lukkha katata hoon
sudarshanwadkar: mails check karke orkutting karta hoon
sudarshanwadkar: movies dekhani hai is summer
sudarshanwadkar: but theater mein janeka mauka shayad hi mile
sudarshanwadkar: reason
sudarshanwadkar: dost jada ruke nahi hai
sudarshanwadkar: aur ruke bhi hai toh meri tarah unki bhi kadki chal rahi hai
sudarshanwadkar: summer mein mess bhi band ho jati hai
sudarshanwadkar: toh abhi canteen pe officialy gujara chal raha hai
sudarshanwadkar: is baar ke bday pe muze finally ek gift mila
sudarshanwadkar: last year gift ke naam pe bas bumps mile the :(
sudarshanwadkar: aur is saal ka gift bhi thoda ajeeb sa tha
sudarshanwadkar: photo frame thi... jo mere nagpur ke ek dost ne di thi
sudarshanwadkar: ab muze samaz mein nahi aa raha hai ki mein usme kiski pic lagaoon
sudarshanwadkar: nagpur ke doston ki?
sudarshanwadkar: ya meri khudki?
sudarshanwadkar: ya ghar ki?
sudarshanwadkar: ya koi aur
sudarshanwadkar: aur isi wajah se woh photo frame abhi tak khali padi hai
sudarshanwadkar: jime spiderman ki live pic lag gayi hai
sudarshanwadkar: tu padh bhi raha hai ya lappy ko band karke chala gaya

not too much is going on, is it? or is it not?
As I look back into the past, the present runs fast, pushing me into the future, aghast !

~$udhi :)

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

What should I do? What should I do?

a blog after a loooooong time
i must say i am tired and ditched my "email yourself your thoughts" kinda blogs
neither i have enthu to publish my unpublished drafts
but let me say (or copy-paste) what I wanted to
i came across a blog entry of one of my wingmate, or my dear friend I should say
here's what touched me so deep that i couldnt resist but to share :
Hazy Dreamz Productions'

Kabhi Confused Ho Jaana (2007)

Director, Writer : Devdatta Gangal
Super star hero : Devdatta Gangal

Director's Note-
There are three kinds of people in the world. First, whose careers are arranged. I've never understood that, and I am sure they also never know what they're doing. Then there are those who fall for their hearts and marry the careers they love - to success or to failure, but till death. These select few, I believe, are the most fortunate people in the world. And lastly, there are those who become engineers for their parents, or for money, or play it safe and go to IIT. These are the most unfortunate ones in the world... and they don't even know it. Until one day, riding the fast train of life they run into the mirror, and are faced with the toughest fact of all. "I am 23". What do you do when you are set into a career which the society forced into you. What do you do when you realise that - this is not what I wanted to do. And worse when you dont know what you really want to do. And you keep asking yourself - What should I do? What should I do?
i am left with that question only, and I am searching the answer...
what should I do?
ohh, what should I do??

~$udhi :)