Saturday, April 01, 2006

My first blank paper

I never thought that some day I will write a blank paper.
Yes, I wrote a blank paper.
It's very difficult, hard and painful to write such a answer paper
I mean, how can you WRITE blank paper?
It doesnt take any courage to do so
nor any intellect is required
all you need is a strong heart
strong enough to go through such time
strong enough to smile while discussing the paper afterwords with your friends
strong enough to realize that what you did was a big blody mistake.It
takes courage to accept the defeat.
for the first time in my life
i am going to get zero
and i am composing myself for it
i have already failed once in an exam
they call it JEE. My other mind still supports me by pointing out that
i was not technicaly failed. It was just bad performance than others
All these days, i had this myth which helped me to stay calm and
compose all the time
but now time has come. I should realize AND ACCEPT the truth. the
truth that I ONCE FAILED IN AN EXAM. And i should prepare myself for
another, I GOT ZERO IN ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SUBJECT

I WISH SUNLIGHT TO BE RED...
--
31st march 2006. 10.00am after giving my ph102 second quiz

~$udhi

"Life is hard. After all, it kills you."

8 comments:

Maruti said...

Ha Ha...freshieeee.....ek quiz mein zero aaya isliye ro raha hai =))...very funny....from 2nd year onwards,u will get tonnes of them i promise :D

Maruti said...

=)) kya fart hai....itna senti ek quiz keliye =))...oofff freshies

Sudhi said...

thx a lot for your support
that was just another transition phase of my life
tell me, Maruti
were you happy after your such first quiz??
or are you too wit to avoid such situations??
there are certain situations wherein some ppl become very much senti while
other take it easy
do u think its a FART when some1 becomes senti or serious ??
yeah, now when i look back, i found myself a fool, but i cant deny the fact that i was very serious/centi abt it
come on, why cant we become senti/serious ?
why do junta takes sentiapa/seriousness as a fart??

Maruti said...

again senti...offf...i was a freshie once and all freshies are alike :D....and yeah i was kidding when i said tat u wud be getting tonness of them,but one thing is for sure,if u take every failure as seriously,it will be a very tough journey,i just wanted it to be a funny remark which i am sorry to say u dint find it that way...and yeah i think it is FART if u become as senti for screwing up a 10 mark quiz...coz there are worse much worse things in life,and frankly u will have much bigger troubles in life,so will i....again i aint asking you not to be senti,u can and u r free to be,but i dont and i find tht funny very funny....sorry dude,if u r upset.

Sudhi said...

ok ok, i got your point
to be frank, i was very angry when u said that its just another FRESHIE-FATTA
[well, i,... umm,.. i hate being called as freshie outside IIT-world]
but then, i also said that when i look back to that day,..
yeah i find it funny and foolish
thats the point
i am no more senti about it
it was just another phase of my life
and i am through it
i learnt my lesson
and thanks again for your reply.
now i have another point of view to look at :)

~$udhi

Ajit said...

actually i use flickr for that

Anurag said...

hehehehe......my lowest in a quiz is 2 :P

Sudhi said...

funnily now i remember i scored 1 and half in that quiz
LOLz
so i got 1 and 1/2 no for scribbling couple of formulas in the quiz

quantum i tell you...

~$udhi