My first blank paper

I never thought that some day I will write a blank paper.
Yes, I wrote a blank paper.
It's very difficult, hard and painful to write such a answer paper
I mean, how can you WRITE blank paper?
It doesnt take any courage to do so
nor any intellect is required
all you need is a strong heart
strong enough to go through such time
strong enough to smile while discussing the paper afterwords with your friends
strong enough to realize that what you did was a big blody mistake.It
takes courage to accept the defeat.
for the first time in my life
i am going to get zero
and i am composing myself for it
i have already failed once in an exam
they call it JEE. My other mind still supports me by pointing out that
i was not technicaly failed. It was just bad performance than others
All these days, i had this myth which helped me to stay calm and
compose all the time
but now time has come. I should realize AND ACCEPT the truth. the
truth that I ONCE FAILED IN AN EXAM. And i should prepare myself for
another, I GOT ZERO IN ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SUBJECT

I WISH SUNLIGHT TO BE RED...
--
31st march 2006. 10.00am after giving my ph102 second quiz

~$udhi

"Life is hard. After all, it kills you."