That Pink Shirt

nrimahesh (05:05:44 AM): u still awake?
nrimahesh (05:07:25 AM): aise baat karne ka man kar raha tha
nrimahesh (05:07:45 AM): hope this offline message will fade away as my other messages go...
nrimahesh (05:08:23 AM): i just hope... that it wont catch your eyes,... or if it does.... you just hit the ESC
nrimahesh (05:08:50 AM): i called tonight... use nahi.. mera ek friend hai... he know everything, almost everything
nrimahesh (05:08:59 AM): uska bday kal nahi tha....
nrimahesh (05:09:04 AM): 27th ko hai
nrimahesh (05:09:15 AM): i dont know if i will wish her or not
nrimahesh (05:09:38 AM): my friend, he gave me the no, but i dont know if i will ever call...
nrimahesh (05:10:18 AM): aaj jo shirt pahanake aayi thi.... it was so similar to the one i gave.........
nrimahesh (05:10:48 AM): i dont know if its too much to ask for, and i personaly feel that i should not ask
nrimahesh (05:11:22 AM): but please try to avoid ME if you are in that shirt...
nrimahesh (05:11:55 AM): i know you will never avoid me again [you did it once, but it was ok]
nrimahesh (05:12:08 AM): but please, do use the shirt, it looks good on you
nrimahesh (05:13:19 AM): ha[sarcastic] pink is my fav... mummy ki sari sadiyaa jinhe kharidate waqt mein bhi tha are all pink
nrimahesh (05:13:31 AM): and i chose the same colour for her...
nrimahesh (05:13:49 AM): i still remember that rainy day
nrimahesh (05:14:04 AM): aaah... i told you that one already...
nrimahesh (05:14:26 AM): so no point in going through pains of remembering it again...
nrimahesh (05:16:10 AM): again and again, when i keep trying to forget ...
nrimahesh (05:16:26 AM): why do i even remember ?
nrimahesh (05:16:32 AM): i dont know...
nrimahesh (05:16:47 AM): she still talks about me to him, my friend
nrimahesh (05:17:21 AM): and once in a while when i call him, he tells me that, whether i ask or not...
nrimahesh (05:17:35 AM): maybe i call him when i remember all the things about Nagpur
nrimahesh (05:17:59 AM): all the things... Nagpur... things which i always tried to bury deep into my heart
nrimahesh (05:18:28 AM): things that i told no one, not even to him/her... not even to few of my best of best friends
nrimahesh (05:18:46 AM): i feel like drinking...
nrimahesh (05:18:51 AM): and i know i am not going to
nrimahesh (05:18:57 AM): i wont
nrimahesh (05:19:05 AM): i wont remember her again
nrimahesh (05:19:39 AM): i am going to forget that Pink is my fav, i did it once, i can do it again
nrimahesh (05:19:48 AM): i am going to forget Nagpur
nrimahesh (05:20:03 AM): and still i will go to that place to meet all my old friends...
nrimahesh (05:20:19 AM): maybe she will ask about me to him,
nrimahesh (05:20:40 AM): maybe she will ask him if he can somehow manage
nrimahesh (05:20:48 AM): so that she can see me
nrimahesh (05:21:35 AM): that old pic of mine... maybe she still have it,... like ...
nrimahesh (05:21:41 AM): like i have her sound
nrimahesh (05:22:10 AM): which keeps ringing when the wind blows through the window
nrimahesh (05:22:44 AM): i can keep that thing openly in my house...
nrimahesh (05:23:05 AM): and she has to hide the single most thing that i gave her... my i-card size pic
nrimahesh (05:23:13 AM): ha
nrimahesh (05:23:42 AM): funny... i still keep that thing with me wherever i go
nrimahesh (05:25:09 AM): more funny is that i like the sweet sound of that wind chime
nrimahesh (05:26:23 AM): still funny is that it doesnt remind me of her,
nrimahesh (05:26:42 AM): but she still remembers me
nrimahesh (05:26:59 AM): perhaps its bcoz of my small pic...
nrimahesh (05:27:11 AM): i should have send her something else
nrimahesh (05:27:20 AM): maybe the greeting card was enough
nrimahesh (05:27:44 AM): well... my friend says that greeting card was the culprit,...
nrimahesh (05:27:53 AM): but i still disagree
nrimahesh (05:57:59 AM): sochate sochate kitna time nikal gaya...
nrimahesh (05:58:18 AM): i better do some work now...
nrimahesh (05:58:44 AM): nind toh aayegi nahi... *laughs* [sarcastic, obvi]